i'll still be alone....

I tried to update on wednesday, calender date and it wouldnt allow me. gr.
right now i am a little drunk. i was in rob's room with a big ole group of people/. and it was fun.
i mis having friends and people to hang out with like that. like i have friends and people to ahgn out with but something jsut seems wrong about it. i dunno . like i lvoe y friends here but sometihng jsut seems weird. its probably jsut me. cause i;m crazy and i dont like where i am and how i feel about it.

i really dfo want to be a vocal perf. major now. i cant act for shit it feels like.


yet i'm still gonna do musical theater as much as possible cause i love me some stories told thorugh song.

i wanna be like jessica molaskey. shes got mad skillz.