Monday, November 27, 2006

I'm a twentysomething and I'll keep being me...

It is now November 27th. I know its been quite a long time since I've written last.
School has been unending. Even after a five day break for Thanksgiving and whatnot I still feel like I have so much to do. About three weeks of the semester left. I don't want to be here anymore. I just want to go home and curl up in a ball and sleep for years and just... run away from FDU. Or something like that.

This weekend at home with my friends was great. I miss them all so much. This semester I haven't been in contact with anyone as much as I was in the past. It made it harder to reconnect since we had so much catching up to do, but it also made it nicer to see each other again.

In the past few weeks there has been a fair amount going on, but I don't even know what. I think its more that I've just had a lot of work to do coupled with the annoyances that are people. Its just too much. And plus people are just really pissing me off.

Way more then they should. But whatever. I'll get over it I think. I'll try... whatever.


One month and here I come London.



Steel Magnolias scene tomorrow with Katie.
First Rough Draft for playwriting tomorrow.
FDU Idol tomorrow (time to laugh!).
Classy wine party tomorrow.
My 20th Birthday tomorrow.

I'm scared. I have 40 minutes left of being a teenager.
And I'm wasting them doing playwriting homework.

What a fascinating life I lead.

Saturday, November 11, 2006

south jersey- how i've missed thee.


its lovely to be home.

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

like fog on the city turning building tops to sky...

blanketing the world till we dont know where clouds meet steel.
...thats what i woke up to this morning. on matts couch. we were to wake up and leave at 7.
at 6-ish i woke up for just a few minutes and i stared out the window. that song was just so perfectly appropriate. like there are lyrics that seem fitting for situations sometimes, but then there are those that are just so perfect. This seems like one of them...

well, its been a week since writing.
this weekend at hunter on saturday was an intesting one. I wanted so badly to like it but not be blinded to its imperfections. instead, i loved the atmosphere and placement. however, they didnt show me anything of the programs i was interested in. there was no representation of the theatre department and the man representing the music department was fairly rude to me, not really giving me information about the program at all, at least not moving past how many credits and how its classically based so it might not be right for me. he just assumed that i was not a classically trained or ready to be classically trained singer. ass.
so i'm trying to schedule something to talk to a person in the theater department and find out what things are like there. hopefully that will work out.

since then i dont really know whats happened. some people have been getting on my nerves more then usual but whatever, i guess it happens. maybe after going home this weekend things will get better. i need to get away from this campus for a few days. its really starting to grate on my nerves. everything about it. i need at least two nights when i wont have to stay in a dorm room.

last night was amazing though. me danielle sarah and jim went into the city, and we partied with nikki and matt. it was grand. we had fun and whatnot. we drank we took pictures we sang we danced we diner-ed. it was just nice. we slept in matts living room and then left at 7 this morning to catch our train home, which sucked but it was still a lot of fun.
i ended up sleeping all day and i'm still exhausted but it was worth it. completely so.

Thursday, November 02, 2006

well it is now november. I did manage a post for every day in october- even if they were off by a few hours sometimes to make it on the calender date. October was interesting. I certainly ran a gamut of emotions. I'm still running and I will continue to this month. Everythings up and down. But so it goes.

Halloween wasnt too bad. We (Me, Steph, Jim, Sarah, Joe and Marissa) went trick or treating. Then we went to a party at the band house. it was whatever. we walked to the diner and hung for awhile and then came back here to avoid suckage. it ended up being me sarah jim and joe hanging out in my room watching CAMP cause we're nerds.

Today was boringgg. Class, practice room, dinner, television, and then Rob Arena's room. We stood outside for ages( considering how cold it got) and smoked cigars like the classy people we are. We went back to the room. We watched Bubha Ho-tep. I forgot how much I liked that movie. It was a grand time. Rob made us grilled cheese and it was amazing. I want my little george forman grill up here so I can make some.

Tomorrow I have a meeting with Stephen to make my schedule for next year. While I'm in there I have to talk to him about a masterclass with Brian and Kait. I already spoke with Rob during acting on tuesday and he said he would be in support of it. I just need to get the students to back me up .I only need 25 who would be willing to participate. I dont see why they wouldnt be. I mean masterclasses go on your resume. Its a good thing to have some and since they have only had one at FDU- ever, it would be very good..

I still don't know what my scheudle next semester is going to be. it looks like it'll be all day 9:25-3:25 tuesday and friday, 11:20-2 monday and thursday. no wednesday classes at all. whee!