so go ahead and lose yourself in liquor

home!!!!
back in south jersey.
its weirdly a tiny bit warmer here i swear. or maybe its just that i'm a little bit more happy to be out of madison. but whatever. i'm here and home and trying to get warm- its not really working yet.

i havent even been upstairs to my room yet to see what kind of state thats in. i'm kind of scared to.
but anyways home for the weekend. back at sometime on sunday.
hopefully seeing and hanging out with miss nikki or colleen or both tomorrow. that's be awesome.

i don't know what it is that i'm doing... but i think i might just continue on with it. who knows where it'll take me- or us - or anything.

and furthermore i want an answer now. a big envelope with my name on it. and a triangle. and four pillars. and a philadelphia address... and a big fat bunch of papers addressing how i will be attending a new school come fall.
i really wouldn't be adverse to staying at fdu for one more semester to go to wroxton- but after that i won't have anything else i can do. i'll be stuck at fdu for the rest of my college career. i dont want that...

also i saw this thing on the news about "The New Church." It has existed for hundreds and hundreds of years, but its kept to a very small group in certain areas. But it is valid- Abraham Lincoln was a member of it. I just thought the idea behind it was very interesting. As the article said... "Their belief is that Heaven is very much like life, only better and at the core of the after life is marriage. The teachings are that everyone in Heaven is married. If you truely love each other you can be married forever. However, the belief is if you are single on Earth you will be paired with your true love in Heaven. If you do attend, you'll also notice the absence of crosses. While they believe Jesus died on the cross, they don't believe it as to atone for the sins of the world. "Rather he came to liberate us and to give his life in the same sense that a solider gives his life for his country..."

I just thought it was really cool...


also whos this anonymous person with the comments.... just let me know.

(rumor has it tomorrow will be warmer, like above freezing for the first time in a week or so. i'm excited.)