i am no saint.

Well here I am. Back from the city . It was a painfully cold day. But it was cool...

I miss hanging out with Danielle so I take whatever chance I can to do so.. and today was worth it. It ended up being me and her wandering around the city a bunch. We went to lunch and then met with Matt and went all over the place. It was just nice... and kinda fun too, I thought.
I got these ridiculously oversized sunglasses- Nicole Richie style. I love them! But yeah it was a good day I think...


I'm so tired and cold at this point from walking around everywhere and just from the freezing weather. I'm curled in a ball right now with 2 layers of clothing on and two blankets and I'm still not warm enough. Oh well.


I don't know what to say here. I know what I want to come out but I don't know how to say this... because i almost don't want everyone to understand it. Ask me and maybe I'll explain it later.. but right now its for me and the fwe people I tell but...


I would be willing to. I want to at this point. Maybe not right here, right now but sometime soon. In the next year? I just want it to be over with. Stop the build up. But theres certain people who you meet and right away you could see something with them. And it would be so cool if that kind of thing could work out. Amazing, even. I would love to have the kind of luck where it wasn't all "by chance" but close to it. Where everything just came down to the day you chose to go somewhere or the night you decided to show up. It would be cool. But yeah... I want to see a person again. And soon.... just to see what might happen..