do you take plight on my tounge like lead? do you fall gracefully into bed anymore?

i miss listening to lisa loeb.

anyways practice was music-tastic.
i think i might be returning to south jersey this weekend.
anyone wanna play?

i don't know what it is i'm doing here.
i picked up a wroxton application incase i am here next year. they said i should get it back to them in the next week and a half to assure myself a spot. thats such a short amount of time. i just want to know about philadelphia before i commit to something in another country that i will then be forced to back out of. i dont want to start by taking the place of someone who knows they definitly want to go.
maybe if i go home this weekend i'll get a little letter.
maybe god wants me to be there when i get it this time.
so i can see it. feel it. read it.
know whether its a yes or a no.
although if this is the work of god i'd prefer to think it would be a yes cause if god was making me wait to be there to read the letter it would just be cruel to have it reject me. right?
and i don't want to think of god as being so cruel.

i really just want this to work out. really badly.
whoever said "philly wants you too" - i love you
and whoever said "philly is frilly" - i love you too

but who did it?!