well. as much as i wanted to get into bus stop or indians it does not seem likely. i didn't get a call back for either show. fuck. i'm just so dissapointed. i really wanted this. i wanted to be given an opportunity to show i could do something. but apparently it's just not meant for me. it just hurts. steph got a callback and i am hapy for her. like thats great but it sucks all the same for me. its like last semester when beth and nicole were kit kat girls and i was just ensemble. its a hurt and its palpable.this just adds to the thoughts that 2006 is the worst year for theater and me ever. ensemble. understudy. nothing (in 2 shows). no new university for theater. nothing. i'm so.... i dont even know what to say other than dissapointed. its the only word thats coming to mind. i jsut hurt. i really wanted this. i really wanted sometihng to do. i wanted a show to be in. i wanted something. and now i cant even take the kerrigan and lowdermilk classes, the michael cassara classes or voice lessons probably because they're $70 an hour. way too much for me or my parents to afford i think. i thought this semester was gonna be a great time with my friends and a show and just all around greatness.
i was wrong on one front. lets see if the other lasts.
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perhaps its time to look into north jersey community theater?
don't give up - me think you sing- dance pretty
miss youuuu
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