I'm excited.
Well maybe not excited but I'm learning things.Thats my goal for this year so its good.I'm accomplishing something I set forth for myself to do. Yay and whatnot.
But honestly.I like knowing what is being done wrong. What right. Whats good. Whats bad.
That is the only way one learns. And I want to learn.
And just ignore me. Life is easier.
I really feel like things are getting better for me in the sense that I am trying to not be so down on myself performance wise. I still think I'm a shit actress but I'm feeling better and better about myself more and more. And I'm not thinking that I am the suckiest piece of suck that ever sucked. Or something like that.