an email just made me cry.

I check my uarts email and i happened to get a reminder email form 30boxes, a calendar website i used 2 years ago to keep track of some things.

Today's email was:


Narendra says:
Brrrriiiiiiiing!

Bon jour Caitlin. I'm Narendra from 30 Boxes and this is your reminder:

Spanky's Birthday
begins November 11
Born in 1988


Maybe I should take that down. I can't celebrate his birthday this year. Except maybe by remembering him and how amazing he was and how much i miss him every single day and how i feel like a part of my heart is gone without him here still. And how its been just four months last week and it hurts. And i cry and i just miss him is all.