So Arctic Express has yet to contact me.
I'm calling tomorrow night to see whats up.
I did call earlier today but the manager wasn't there.
I also applied at Things Remembered in the Burlington Center.
Hopefully I will be hired. I need a job.
Like immediately.
I can't spend all of my time at home.
And I can't keep taking my moms money.
I feel bad.

First music rehearsal tomorrow. Excitement and trepedation abound.
LBI trip was on Tuesday. It was freezing but we dealt with it.
Amy, Dimp and I. We had fun all the same.


I want to talk to you.
I don't know how to.
I feel bad. I know it was over a year ago... at least the first infraction was.
But I still feel bad.
And then there was whatever happened this past fall.
I'm still not sure what that was. But I'm sorry. I know that much.
Please talk to me.
Approach me.
Something me!

I wanted to IM you... but I'm scared.
How pathetic is that?
I'm scared to click and say "Hi"
I'm a sad little girl.
Very sad.