You're on to me...

Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long
No matter waht I say or do
I still feel you her 'til the moment I'm gone

You hold me without touch
You keep me without chains
I never wanted anything so much
Than to drown in your love and not feel your rain

Set me free, leave me be
I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am and I stand so tall
I'm just the way I'm supposed to be
But you're on to me and all over me

You loved me cause i'm fragile
When I thought that I was strong
But you touch me for a little while
And all my fragile strength is gone

Set me free, Leave me be
I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity
Here i am and I stand so tall
Just the way that I'm supposed to be
But you're onto me and all over me

I live here on my knees
As I try to make you see
That you're everything I think I need
Here on the ground

But you're neither friend nor foe
Though I can't seem to let you go
The one thing that I still know
Is that you're keeping me down
You're keeping me down

You're on to me, on to me and all over
Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long

situation room.

I'm not sure where I'm going but I think I'll like it there. I'm trying my best to be nonchalant and cool. But really I'm boiling inside. My stomach is in secret knots. My head is spinning. But my lips keep a smirk and my eyes keep their smile. They wont deny me to anyone.

Just in case anyone is wondering, this summer is one of the weirdest, but greatest, and worst all at the same time. There have been heartbreaking tragedies but amazing friends. And I still have a month left.

I love my friends here. At first I was doubtful of how this whole situation would work out, but I'm glad with the way everything has turned. I like the people. The job is a job but its a good resume builder. And the location is wonderful. And the parties are incredible.
I sound like such a loser right now but it's completely accurate.
I may complain here and there but most days I absolutely love this place, or at least the people I chose to spend my time with.

And now to just work through this so-called 'situation', since apparently thats what I am. I am no ones situation. I am a bored 22 year old girl. Thats all. And others are just not sure what to do with that. I believe the word is deal. Deal with it.
And maybe enjoy it.

how has it been two weeks?

i miss you still. always. forever.
my wondertwin.