Saturday, November 17, 2007

now nothings adding up and nothings making sense...

i'm listening to ben folds right now.
and its making me so happy.
i miss this music.
i miss everyone.
i'm getting strangely nostalgic for everyone and everything.
home and fdu and new york and everything.

i dont know why.
i love where i am and what i'm doing.
i just got a sudden rush of "awww i wish i could see >insert person here<."

Its strange. But in a good way.
I'm glad I miss them.
It means I have a slight soul.
But it took me til now to get like this.
Either I've been happy, or busy, or both; so I couldn't notice.
But yeah...
I miss them, but I'm still happy to be here.

I guess missing or longing and unhappiness are not mutually exclusive as they seemed before.
But back then I was just unhappy all the time so it made sense...

Anyways..
The show has been oing well.
I'm sorry this entry is over two house late.
It happens.
I was with people,
There was alcohol.
You see where this is going.
Crappy beer and people wins out over no alcohol and computer always, thanks.
I want to have a party right now.
And I want to get drunk.
Really drunk,
And I want to kiss someone,
I dont really care who he is (thats a lie)
and I just want to be kissed.

Take the hint.
And do it.
K? Thanks

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