I'm not sure where I'm going but I think I'll like it there. I'm trying my best to be nonchalant and cool. But really I'm boiling inside. My stomach is in secret knots. My head is spinning. But my lips keep a smirk and my eyes keep their smile. They wont deny me to anyone.
Just in case anyone is wondering, this summer is one of the weirdest, but greatest, and worst all at the same time. There have been heartbreaking tragedies but amazing friends. And I still have a month left.
I love my friends here. At first I was doubtful of how this whole situation would work out, but I'm glad with the way everything has turned. I like the people. The job is a job but its a good resume builder. And the location is wonderful. And the parties are incredible.
I sound like such a loser right now but it's completely accurate.
I may complain here and there but most days I absolutely love this place, or at least the people I chose to spend my time with.
And now to just work through this so-called 'situation', since apparently thats what I am. I am no ones situation. I am a bored 22 year old girl. Thats all. And others are just not sure what to do with that. I believe the word is deal. Deal with it.
And maybe enjoy it.
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