It was the idea of you rather than the actuality. I didn't really feel for you but rather enoyed the feeling of someone else feeling for me first, before I did for them- a new experience for me. I don't want to hurt you, but the truth needs to be out. I never was as interested in you as you were in me. It is the way of the world and of feelings. We cannot help who we fall for, but as I've learned many times over, we also cannot make anyone fall for us. So try as you may, it is not happening, at least not likely. I don't feel the same way you do. And also the proclaimed intensity of your supposed feelings scares me. For barely really knowing me, you certainly claim to love me more than I am comfortable with, and probably ever will be. So really, please stop. With the proclamations and attempts and everything. Back away- slowly. With your dignity still entact, at least what remains of it.
Best.
Caitlin.
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